Just randomly clicking away and here I found a long lost video of me. Seriously, embarrassing but funny. LOL
OKAY here it goes :
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
ISD vs MASCA
I never fail to try and try again. After failing in the election (ISD), I have decided to run for MASCA. ISD have no doubt taught me a valuable lesson. It brings out the new me that I could never ever imagine. One thing for sure is that by being part of ISD, it has boost my confidence, making me realize how far I am able to achieve a certain things if I have the the passion. It is definitely a different experience from MSO. Since I was running for vice president, I was basically the leader in the group. There is no President around and I have no one to look for to assist me. For the 1st time, I am able to decide on things for the benefit of our group. I have always been afraid of leading, probably because I am afraid of letting the team down.
Although I have lose, I came to realize the leadership in me. I never thought I am able to go this far. I never thought I am able to reach the finishing line. As long as I try I will never fail in my heart. Of course I will not be able to make it without the support of my team mate. When they look into my eyes, I know I have to go on. I was at my breaking point where I wanted to give up. As soon as I see them, somehow I have the will to continue. I definitely do not want to fail them. I definitely do not want to see them sigh. I do not want to live to regret and so the leadership in me has born !
I know I am not the winner but I am proud to reach the finishing line.One day I woke up, as spontaneous as it is my choice have change my life. Here I am, the chairperson of the Malaysian Students' Council of Australia. It is a huge bag that I am carrying. Nevertheless, I know I am able to move on with the support of my new team mate. They are here for me and so I am for them. I want to uphold the same strength as before and I wish to do so in future.
Here are some of my previous team mate committee pictures. I miss them =)
Although I have lose, I came to realize the leadership in me. I never thought I am able to go this far. I never thought I am able to reach the finishing line. As long as I try I will never fail in my heart. Of course I will not be able to make it without the support of my team mate. When they look into my eyes, I know I have to go on. I was at my breaking point where I wanted to give up. As soon as I see them, somehow I have the will to continue. I definitely do not want to fail them. I definitely do not want to see them sigh. I do not want to live to regret and so the leadership in me has born !
I know I am not the winner but I am proud to reach the finishing line.One day I woke up, as spontaneous as it is my choice have change my life. Here I am, the chairperson of the Malaysian Students' Council of Australia. It is a huge bag that I am carrying. Nevertheless, I know I am able to move on with the support of my new team mate. They are here for me and so I am for them. I want to uphold the same strength as before and I wish to do so in future.
Here are some of my previous team mate committee pictures. I miss them =)
A picture before the campaign starts.
our bbq day, to promote ourselves and reach out to students
Last min bbq pitt borrowed from Unilodge =)
My lovely Orange team mates
Although we are now separated, we will always be 2-Gather !
Thanks to our hard work, some of our members have made their way in as the newly elected committee of 2010. I love you guys so much ! Good luck =)
Moving on to my rambles, I will be starting my internship in KPMG soon. New place, new friends new history =)
XOXO,
Amanda !!
P/S : having exams soon. Won't be able to update much until when it's over !
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
birthday surprise - long over due
Another year had pass. There was a saying when you hit the peak, it's time to go down. After all, turning 22 is not as grand as it sound. When you were younger, birthday surprises and parties are just what you always wanted. When you were younger, birthdays are everything.
Now, as you grow, you tend to cherish your time. The only moment you cherish is spending your birthday with that someone you love and that you realize this is all that matter. How I spent my memorable 22nd birthday will never be forgotten.
Eu gene made a surprise 3 course dinner while I was away meeting someone. Surprisingly, he manage to cook all 3 course within an hour. Since we're living together, it's harder for him to surprise me. He lied by saying he's heading to the gym and will be back within an hour. As usual, I fell for it and It never fails.
In the end, we had our romantic home cook dinner in Winnie's room. *special thanks to Winnie & Lyon *
The foods are tempting and in the end I forgot to take a picture of myself =( .
Anyway, that was not my actual birthday. It was 3 days before, we we needed to head up to Sydney for BEP concert ! BEP ROX !
XOXO,
Amanda
Now, as you grow, you tend to cherish your time. The only moment you cherish is spending your birthday with that someone you love and that you realize this is all that matter. How I spent my memorable 22nd birthday will never be forgotten.
Eu gene made a surprise 3 course dinner while I was away meeting someone. Surprisingly, he manage to cook all 3 course within an hour. Since we're living together, it's harder for him to surprise me. He lied by saying he's heading to the gym and will be back within an hour. As usual, I fell for it and It never fails.
In the end, we had our romantic home cook dinner in Winnie's room. *special thanks to Winnie & Lyon *
Candle light Surprise Dinner =)
Spaghetti as main course =)
My fave mint ice cream cake as dessert =)
The foods are tempting and in the end I forgot to take a picture of myself =( .
Anyway, that was not my actual birthday. It was 3 days before, we we needed to head up to Sydney for BEP concert ! BEP ROX !
XOXO,
Amanda
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Floriade '09 -mind, body , soul
The Floriade flower festival in Australia's capital city is an annual festival redolent with the scents, sounds and sights of the Canberra spring. Canberra's Floriade is held for a month, usually from around the second weekend of September to the October.
Over a million bulbs and annuals will bloom to depict the three major elements of a balanced life - improving your mind, looking after your body and nurturing your soul.
I would say this year's floriade was no doubt the best, the flowers, the theme and of course not to miss out the company of my fellow friends. This will probably be the last year that we are able to hang out and joke around. After this, everyone will be back at their respective home town EXCEPT ME. BIG SIGH.
Here are the pictures taken during the floriade festival.
Anyone spot something different from the picture ? (answer below)
Over a million bulbs and annuals will bloom to depict the three major elements of a balanced life - improving your mind, looking after your body and nurturing your soul.
I would say this year's floriade was no doubt the best, the flowers, the theme and of course not to miss out the company of my fellow friends. This will probably be the last year that we are able to hang out and joke around. After this, everyone will be back at their respective home town EXCEPT ME. BIG SIGH.
Here are the pictures taken during the floriade festival.
Anyone spot something different from the picture ? (answer below)
AND US <3
Friends :
Me :
Around the circle :
We stopped by and fed those swans with our expired bread ( 1 week ago). LOOK HOW FAT THEY ARE!
Daddy swan looking out for little babies.
Ducks with 11 ducklings, 1 big happy family
Finally, my vain pot boyfriend ~ <3
Answer : I have 3 different outfits in total, that is bcause we went there 3 times ! LOL
Till here,
XOXO,
Amanda
Thursday, October 15, 2009
My favourite part
What do you do in your spare time? Basically, I spend most of my time (besides studying) sleeping, eating, gaining weight and modeling ! I love posing and that's part of me that can never be separated. However, I do that as part of my hobby.
Here are some of my pictures taken. Any photographers who are interested please email me your portfolios and indicate your years of experience.
Soon, I will be back to do more shoots in Malaysia. So stay tune for more updates.
Here are some of my pictures taken. Any photographers who are interested please email me your portfolios and indicate your years of experience.
Soon, I will be back to do more shoots in Malaysia. So stay tune for more updates.
There are tons of pictures but I'm too lazy to put them up. So I am just going to limit them. Exams are nearing and I guess I won't be able to spend much time blogging. BIG SIGH, I'm currently applying for internship and I came to realize how tough it is to compete in the market. I am picturing myself applying for jobs after graduate with tons of resume and cover letter to fill up. Trying to be the best but there are thousands of better ones out there. Hopefully, I will be able to get a decent job after graduation and probably start a bakery shop ( AS PROMISE WITH MICHELLE) at my mid 30's.
Till here ~
XOXO,
AMANDA
Sunday, October 11, 2009
A different life
After reading Mich's blog http://micbebe.blogspot.com/, which reminds me of life I had lived.. It was back during the year of 2000, just an ordinary girl awaiting for the bus to arrive. Filled with hope and passion, meeting new friends and new life.
I came to meet a friend whom I thought will be true to me. We became closer until one day she decided to mix with the popular gang.
The next day, they decided to play a prank on me, pretending to be close with me and telling me all about a senior who came to our class and was searching for me. Whom they claimed to have a crush on me. Telling me how much he liked me and have been following me since. Later that day, they took a picture of him and showed me how he looked. Being a 13 year old teenage girl, I was thrilled and started to fall for him. ( I know it was silly ). This went on for weeks. Until one fine day, they dared me to confess my feelings to him and assured me everything will be okay.
Which I DID ! IT turn out to be a joke and I felt so embarrassed. Apparently, they had it all plan out and were friends with that guy just to fool me out. I quickly ran to the toilet and locked myself while sobbing away. During my school days, the toilet was mostly my sanctuary. Where I used to locked myself in a cubicle so the world will forget about my existence ( It was clean too). Which was why Mich , ex friend and I made that as our hang out spot. When I got back, I could feel all eyes were staring at me. I could hear whispers, laughter and noise all around. For the first time, I wanted to go home badly. I hated school. Not long after, she left Cempaka for another school.
The next day, everyone started teasing me and my stupidity and I started to lose my friends gradually. All the time they took me for granted, only to seek for help when I was useful to them. That boils down to only 2 friends.
I decided to join the Cheerleading club but I was told that I was too fat for it and I was not suited. I was not welcome everywhere. People see me differently. They call me FAT ASS. IT was as if we were from a different world. Different class of human being.
Until one day we were all assigned into different groups for projects. After doing my part, I thought of dropping by one of my friend's group. Without notice, I was yelled and screamed at for no apparent reason. That was when the war started. I couldn't tolerate further and blasted my anger and started yelling too. The class next door(mich's class) were eves dropping. Everyone knew what had happened. The whole class was against me. Everybody hates me. They were disgusted by me for being different.
Did I mentioned that I was UGLY looking with FAT ASS ?
Some things I had learn throughout my experiences, the reality is not only harsh but cruel. Most people tend to hang out with you because of your looks and your wealth. Power drives people crazy and because I was not one of them I was always being excluded. It was as if I was a lower class citizen.
At least it made me realize who were my true friends. The true faces of every single person in my school. My mission accomplished after graduation. I can't wait to get out of this school to prove them wrong and I DID. I was happy to leave my school during the day of graduation. No tears and no turning back to the old me. I was determine to prove those people wrong. How an ugly duckling is able to turn into a beautiful swan.
Mich and I had a make over. We used to starve ourselves, hardcore exercises and will do anything just to turn over a new look. Believe it or not, I tend to find friends from the internet. They were the one who made me feel comfortable. Those were the people who made me feel the treatment I deserve as a human being. I was so unattractive and hideous that I dare not show them a picture of me and always having to find excuses to avoid showing them.
How pathetic it was. That was the childhood memory I had face and will never be forgotten for the rest of my life. The memory had implanted a scar that can never be erase. Here I am, who am I is what I've become so far along the journey.
When I came to uni. Only to realize that most people enjoy their high school life. Sometimes I wonder, what if I went to a different school. Will I still be me?
XOXO
AMANDA
I came to meet a friend whom I thought will be true to me. We became closer until one day she decided to mix with the popular gang.
The next day, they decided to play a prank on me, pretending to be close with me and telling me all about a senior who came to our class and was searching for me. Whom they claimed to have a crush on me. Telling me how much he liked me and have been following me since. Later that day, they took a picture of him and showed me how he looked. Being a 13 year old teenage girl, I was thrilled and started to fall for him. ( I know it was silly ). This went on for weeks. Until one fine day, they dared me to confess my feelings to him and assured me everything will be okay.
Which I DID ! IT turn out to be a joke and I felt so embarrassed. Apparently, they had it all plan out and were friends with that guy just to fool me out. I quickly ran to the toilet and locked myself while sobbing away. During my school days, the toilet was mostly my sanctuary. Where I used to locked myself in a cubicle so the world will forget about my existence ( It was clean too). Which was why Mich , ex friend and I made that as our hang out spot. When I got back, I could feel all eyes were staring at me. I could hear whispers, laughter and noise all around. For the first time, I wanted to go home badly. I hated school. Not long after, she left Cempaka for another school.
The next day, everyone started teasing me and my stupidity and I started to lose my friends gradually. All the time they took me for granted, only to seek for help when I was useful to them. That boils down to only 2 friends.
I decided to join the Cheerleading club but I was told that I was too fat for it and I was not suited. I was not welcome everywhere. People see me differently. They call me FAT ASS. IT was as if we were from a different world. Different class of human being.
Until one day we were all assigned into different groups for projects. After doing my part, I thought of dropping by one of my friend's group. Without notice, I was yelled and screamed at for no apparent reason. That was when the war started. I couldn't tolerate further and blasted my anger and started yelling too. The class next door(mich's class) were eves dropping. Everyone knew what had happened. The whole class was against me. Everybody hates me. They were disgusted by me for being different.
Did I mentioned that I was UGLY looking with FAT ASS ?
Some things I had learn throughout my experiences, the reality is not only harsh but cruel. Most people tend to hang out with you because of your looks and your wealth. Power drives people crazy and because I was not one of them I was always being excluded. It was as if I was a lower class citizen.
At least it made me realize who were my true friends. The true faces of every single person in my school. My mission accomplished after graduation. I can't wait to get out of this school to prove them wrong and I DID. I was happy to leave my school during the day of graduation. No tears and no turning back to the old me. I was determine to prove those people wrong. How an ugly duckling is able to turn into a beautiful swan.
Mich and I had a make over. We used to starve ourselves, hardcore exercises and will do anything just to turn over a new look. Believe it or not, I tend to find friends from the internet. They were the one who made me feel comfortable. Those were the people who made me feel the treatment I deserve as a human being. I was so unattractive and hideous that I dare not show them a picture of me and always having to find excuses to avoid showing them.
How pathetic it was. That was the childhood memory I had face and will never be forgotten for the rest of my life. The memory had implanted a scar that can never be erase. Here I am, who am I is what I've become so far along the journey.
When I came to uni. Only to realize that most people enjoy their high school life. Sometimes I wonder, what if I went to a different school. Will I still be me?
XOXO
AMANDA
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